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He was impatient with himself because he had so petty a feeling, but three or four days firmness, during which he would not go to the shop, did not help him to surmount it and he came to the conclusion that it would be least trouble to see her. Having done so he would certainly cease to think of her. Pretexting an appointment one afternoon, for he was not a little ashamed of his weakness, he left Dunsford and went straight to the shop which he had vowed never again to enter. He saw the waitress the moment he came in and sat down at one of her tables. He expected her to make some reference to the fact that he had not been there for a week, but when she came up for his order she said nothing. He had heard her say to other customers I d sooner starve, Philip muttered to himself. You re quite a stranger. Once or twice the po.his soul. 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